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  The Diamond Bearers’ Destiny

  The Unaltered series: book four

  by Lorena Angell

  Copyright © 2018 Lorena Angell

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  ISBN-10: 0-9989731-0-6

  ISBN-13: 978-0-9989731-0-4

  Library of Congress registration number: 8154575

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  In memory of Susan and Janet.

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Copyright Page

  Chapter 1 - Misinterpreted Destiny

  Chapter 2 - Through His Eyes

  Chapter 3 - The Other Side of the Story

  Chapter 4 - The Bigger Picture

  Chapter 5 - Primal Stone

  Chapter 6 - Mother Nature

  Chapter 7 - Death by Deus

  Chapter 8 - Casualties of War

  Chapter 9 - Repeating with Demons

  Chapter 10 - Crimson’s Liaison

  Chapter 11 - The General from Hell

  Chapter 12 - The Power-Removing Machine

  Chapter 13 - The Newest Diamond Bearer

  Chapter 14 - What Does the Future Hold?

  Chapter 15 - The Younger Generation Task Force

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  The Diamond Bearer’s Secret | Book Five in The Unaltered series

  Chapter 1 - Misinterpreted Destiny

  I don’t know if I want to be a Diamond Bearer anymore.

  I finally have a complete Sanguine Diamond lodged inside my heart, containing all the powers the ancient stone can hold, and yet Chris Harding is further away from me than ever before. I can’t see Chris’s future because he’s behind a wall of power-canceling obsidian at his father’s government compound. I’m not able to tell if we still have a future together, like the future I saw in a vision three years ago.

  It’s not that I think I can’t go on without Chris, but I feel betrayed by the guy who is supposed to be my destined love. I feel deceived and tricked into thinking everything would be fine once Freedom had been eliminated. I feel like a fool for thinking that becoming a Diamond Bearer would solve my problems and ensure Chris and I would have a future together. The only thing I can figure is the future has been altered, and the vision I saw while bound on the stone altar will no longer come true.

  What’s worse, it appears Chris has sided with Deus Ex, because together they effortlessly killed Neema, a Diamond Bearer several thousand years old. Deus will need to be taken out to protect the Diamond Bearers, and if Chris is truly aligned with Deus, he will need to be killed as well.

  What if I’m the one who is forced to kill the boy who was once destined to be my love?

  I’m holed up in Maine at my parents’ vacation cabin hiding from Deus Ex and Chris. An all-powerful Diamond Bearer—hiding.

  I’m here with my parents and Duncan, a fellow Diamond Bearer and distant relative. He’s my protector, my guardian. I can’t read Duncan’s mind, so I’m not able to determine what he’s thinking.

  Maetha ordered me to resist looking for my own future because of my inability to decipher what I see. What I’m left with is a completely helpless feeling. I can’t see the future. I can’t read Duncan’s mind. I don’t know how to bi-locate.

  So what was the point of all this?

  Duncan’s voice unexpectedly enters my thoughts. You are not alone, Calli.

  My eyes meet Duncan’s across the breakfast table. The only sound in the room comes from my mother as she crunches on toast and dips the corners in the soft yolk of her over-easy eggs. My eggs are a mess. I have unconsciously drug my fork through the yolks and torn the whites in the process.

  I use my thoughts to reply to Duncan. I know. I’m just feeling overwhelmed and depressed. I don’t know what’s going to happen next.

  None of us knows all the answers. We’re dealing with every day as if it might be our last. You need to work on blocking your mind, Calli.

  “Calli, are you going to eat those eggs or mutilate them?” my mother asks.

  “Sorry,” I say as I set my fork down on the plate. “I’m not hungry.”

  Her eyes soften, yet show worry around the edges. “You haven’t eaten much since you arrived here. I can go shopping today and pick up some other groceries if you like.” Her thoughts continue after she stops speaking. Calli’s wasting away. I have to help her.

  “It’s all right, Mom. I’m fine.” I push my chair back slowly and stand. “I think I’ll just go lie back down.” I pick up my plate and take it to the sink and push the egg-mess into the garbage disposal. After I wash the remaining yolk from the plate and turn off the disposal, I look out the window, taking in the morning colors as the sun streaks across Sebago Lake.

  “Charlotte, how long have you and Allen owned this cabin?” Duncan engages my mother in conversation in an attempt to get her focus off me.

  “We bought it when Calli was young. We only looked at it once. The whole setting was magical, really. I just knew we would enjoy many vacations here away from our daily grind and responsibilities.”

  I note her voice holds more enthusiasm, and Duncan begins complimenting her on her decorating choices, which only buoys my mother’s spirits further. He catches my eye as I walk out of the room and sends me his thoughts. I’ve got this, Calli. Go meditate.

  His efforts are certainly welcome. My mother worries too much. Two days ago Duncan told me, “She’s just being a mom. Someday you’ll understand what that feels like.” The thought of my own children only brought reality back into focus, unfortunately. Chris Harding was supposed to be a part of my future and the father of our children.

  Recent events have me wondering if that will ever be the case.

  I walk up the large staircase to the bedroom that has been mine since I was nine-years-old. I remember the many times I’ve hauled my suitcase at break-neck speed up to my room, ready to shed my clothes, put on my bathing suit, and run out to the lake for a swim. Today, swimming is the last thing on my mind.

  I enter my room and sit in the lotus position in the middle of my bed amidst the lumped-up bedding. I have always loved the warm, comfortable feeling the room brings me. The exterior log walls and the flat wood interior have a thick layer of golden-tan varnish which enhances the natural designs in the wood. My mother has decorated my room with all sorts of knotted-wood items like the bed frame, dresser, settee, nightstands, and chair. I rather like the natural feel of all the wood.

  Wh
en I was fourteen, I felt the room needed a bit of my own personality, so I bought a poster of the periodic table to pin on the wall. By the time we came to visit again, my mother had framed my poster in a custom knotted-wood frame. Her effort to match the décor and please her daughter at the same time still brings a smile to my face.

  I close my eyes and focus on my breathing. I need to clear my mind and get these memories out of my head in order to meditate properly. Controlling my thoughts is also essential to be able to bi-locate, according to Duncan. I haven’t been able to bi-locate yet.

  My mother’s laughter filters up to my room from the kitchen, along with the clink of dishes being moved around. My father has apparently returned from his early morning jog, and the three adults are engaged in conversation.

  Jonas Flemming enters my mind . . . sort of. The connection I have to Jonas is difficult to explain. I can see everything he sees when I close my eyes. At the moment, he is helping haul boxes, bags, and crates from a docked boat to a concrete building. Palm trees sway with the warm ocean breeze, blowing Jonas’s brown hair into his eyes. My initial thought is, Get a haircut, Jonas.

  An incredible shock follows when he replies, What? I like my hair. Your mom is worried about you. He grabs a crate of assorted fruits, turns toward the island, and walks up the dock. I’m glad I’m already dead to my mom so I don’t have to deal with her incessant worrying.

  I hardly think that’s a good thing to be glad about.

  A knock at my door brings my attention back to my immediate surroundings. “Come in,” I say.

  Duncan enters and closes the door behind him. He stands in front of me. “Calli, I understand your feelings of helplessness. I’ve been feeling the same way. Consider the fact that no Diamond Bearer has ever been killed in the history of the world until seven days ago, when Freedom’s heart was shot out. Three days later Neema was ambushed, and her heart shot out.” He takes a deep breath and runs his hand over his head. I realize he’s frustrated, and wonder if it’s with me. Then he continues, and I can see I’ve been too self-absorbed. “Never before has a Bearer been tricked into not seeing their impending, unavoidable death. Furthermore, now the government is aware of the diamonds and knows how to kill a Bearer. But the worst problem by far is Deus Ex. She knows how to kill all of us—well, if the government’s special army of Unaltereds doesn’t wipe us out first. Deus Ex and Brand’s repeating ability was necessary to end Freedom’s life. Unfortunately, it could also destroy each and every one of us. Believe me, I feel your pain, Calli.”

  Though I know I’m being selfish, I blurt out, “I know, but Chris and I—”

  He raises his hands, cutting me off. “Let me stop you there. Chris was shown a vision of a girl who would eventually come to his rescue. That vision came true. Does that mean you two will live happily ever after? Not necessarily.”

  “I saw my own future when the Death Clan died, Duncan. My grandchildren ran to me as I stood over Chris’s grave.”

  “Interpreting visions can be tricky if you don’t know what to look for. All it takes for you to have grandchildren is for you to get pregnant and give birth to a child, and then for the child to grow up and produce a child of their own. That doesn’t mean Chris will play any part.”

  “But Chris’s headstone declared him a loving husband, father, and grandfather.”

  “Okay, but the inscription on Chris’s headstone might not have been referring to you and your grandchildren. Were you able to determine if the grandchildren running toward you were his?”

  I glance down at my hands and think for a second. “I don’t remember. I might have just assumed they were because of the words etched in stone in front of me.” I raise my eyes and glare deep into his. “You know, Duncan, you’re not helping me feel any better.”

  “Even if those grandchildren were yours and Chris’s, your vision made it clear he had died, right? My whole point is as a Diamond Bearer, you can’t get distracted by your fear of losing Chris. You’re scared right now because you think you’ve lost your ‘destined love’, but in fact he was never part of your destiny.”

  “What? Why would you say that?”

  Duncan sits down on the bed beside me. I unfold my legs and turn sideways to face him. “Maetha gave him the vision to help ensure the downfall of the Death Clan.”

  “Yeah, but she told me herself that visions of the future can’t be manufactured.”

  “True, but just because Chris saw what he did doesn’t mean you two are destined for each other. Anyway, I don’t believe in destined love. Any change to the present can create a change in the trajectory of your future, causing you to miss your ‘one and only’ by a mile, just like a ship at sea. If the coordinates are off by a single degree at the start of its journey, a ship could be off target by hundreds of miles by the time it reaches its destination, depending on how far it has to travel.”

  “Sheez, you’re really not helping me feel better.”

  “Then I need to try harder. Calli, if you’re completely tied up emotionally with the idea that Chris is your future, then you pose a risk to all Diamond Bearers. You can’t be so fixated. If you can’t let the future play out, regardless of your vision, then you’re a threat to everyone else.”

  I can’t believe what I am hearing. This guy is as cold hearted as they come! “Haven’t you ever been in love?” I ask.

  “Yes. Have you?”

  “What kind of a question is that?” I stammer in response.

  “I believe you’re in love with an idea. You did what you needed to do in order to save lives. That doesn’t mean you know what love is. True love takes years to build and nurture. It takes compromising and supporting, sacrificing and failing together, and then rebuilding after tragedy. You haven’t lived long enough to know what love is.”

  “Well, Captain Buzzkill, tell me about your experiences with love, so I can learn.” Sarcasm comes as second nature to me.

  He clears his throat and says, “Before I became a Diamond Bearer, I fell in love and married a Healer. We had ten magical years together and two beautiful sons before I was recruited by Maetha. I didn’t understand what I was choosing to do. All I knew was the evil Healer Clan the villagers called vampires threatened the futures of my wife and sons. What I didn’t know was my wife was a member of the clan. Later, when I was strapped down on an altar with the diamond on my chest, just like you, I watched my love and her clan try to kill me. Like you, I also saw a vision of my grandchild—of our grandchild—in the last moments before the diamond exploded. I felt the burn of the diamond on my chest, but I was relieved that we would live through the event. Try to imagine my confusion as I watched my wife crumble into a small pile of dust. I had read too much into the little I had seen. I didn’t look for the not-so-happily-ever-after information.

  “For many years after her death, I tried to learn how to bring back the dead. Over time I realized resurrection wasn’t possible. My sons grew up and married, and I lived to see my vision come true when I held my first grandchild in my arms. I could sense my wife’s blood in my beautiful, innocent grandbaby’s body. The vision had come true, and it played out exactly as I had seen it on the altar. That’s when I understood completely visions can be misinterpreted.”

  “You thought you could save her by sacrificing yourself, didn’t you?”

  “Sometimes we do crazy things out of love. That’s what I’m worried about with you.”

  “I’m sorry, Duncan. I guess you of all people would know exactly what I’m feeling right now. I just wonder where Chris’s loyalties lie and what’s to come.”

  “Yes, that’s why Maetha assigned me to watch after you. She knew you would—” He pauses and places his fingertips to his temples. “Hang on, Calli. Do you feel it?”

  “Feel what?”

  “Maetha is sending a message.”

  “How do you know?” I truly don’t feel anything different.

  “You have too much floating around in your head to hear her. First of all
, you need to close your mind to block easy access from other Diamond Bearers. It’s too distracting to me.”

  “How do I do that?”

  “Mentally decide what you want others to know and what you don’t want them to know. In my opinion, I’d say just block everything in your head. Everyone else does. They will still be able to bi-locate to your position. Give it a try and I’ll test you.”

  I make a conscious decision to block my mind from all Bearers and then turn my eyes to his. Duncan’s brown eyes have many laugh lines extending from their corners, and deep grooves frame his mouth. He has chosen to look around sixty years old, with more grey hair than brown, and it makes me wonder what age I will decide to look down the road. Currently, I look like the girl from Chris’s vision who entered the room and healed his legs, but do I want to look like this anymore after everything that has happened?

  Duncan looks deep into my eyes and says, “Very good, Calli. Now feel the diamond inside your heart. Think of it as a piece of a larger stone, a stone that is broken into twenty-one pieces. You have one, I have one, and one isn’t possessed by anyone.” I figure he is referring to Neema’s diamond. “Each piece is unique,” he continues. “Once you can feel where other pieces of the diamond are in relation to you, you can identify each of the Bearers. This is how you bi-locate to another position. It’s actually two diamonds connecting.”

  “What was Maetha’s message?”

  “She wants us to meet her tomorrow at her home on Martha’s Vineyard.”

  * * *

  In the morning, I stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom after changing into my running suit. My body has matured dramatically since the first time I wore a suit like this. Ironically, I still don’t have a Runner’s body dimensions. My DNA has not been altered to produce the perfect frame for super-speed running, but the diamond in my heart picks up the slack and makes me faster than any Runner.

  I pick up the lucky necklace Chris’s Uncle Don made for me and tie it around my neck. The necklace has an Imperial topaz added, charged with the running power, that I can use if I ever encounter a piece of obsidian. Then I put my arms into the heavy bullet-proof vest all Diamond Bearers now wear and fasten the Velcro and snaps. Hopefully, it will do its job if I come in contact with Deus Ex.